Yesterday was the day…My brother and mom took her to the vet, and let her go…I made the choice that it was time and called the vet to schedule a time, I knew she needed to go but I did not need to watch it happen…

I already miss her…

I miss her not watching me eat and begging for a bite…

I miss taking care of her…

I miss snuggling her…

I miss everything about her…

Yesterday I was sleeping when mom came into my room to get her…I was not going to get up but decided I needed to say goodbye…When I got up I asked mom where the dog was and she said that Little Bit kept trying to get back into my room…

I picked her up and she let me cuddle her for about ten minutes before mom and Christopher had to take her…

This is amazing because Little Bit WOULD NOT let me snuggle with her the night before…Her tumor on her tummy was big and I think when I would try to hold her she was uncomfortable and always wanted down…

I think yesterday morning she knew what was going to happen…because she melted into my chest looked into my eyes and let me hold and pet and kiss and snuggle with her…

To deal with my grief I am cleaning and decorating for fall…it is better than sitting around being sad…

We are also kind of doing a big cleaning of the house before mom has her knee surgery next Thursday, so that is something besides work to keep me busy…

I might try to find and scan a picture of her when we first go her…she was SO tiny…I THINK I know where to look for one…

Until Later…